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Thursday, October 25, 2007
Firstly. This is supposed to be my personal blog but you guys happened to chance upon this and read those posts. If I wanna say it right to your faces, I'd have done that long time ago. As your friends, do you think you can accept it if I say it right to your faces? No right. I doubt so. I didnt wanna say it so i just typed it out here. You know it's so difficult to communicate with you guys cos if i tell you, we will start a fight. And if i dont, you'll still continue skipping. Anw Since it's a private blog of mine, I didn't have the intention for YOU to know. I'm sorry. Maybe i shld've out a password here or smth. 2) yes F, lets not be too selfish yeah. So why the backout? And why did you walk out just like that when W agreed to talk? You know this drill com means a lot to us and our last competition. So my apologies cos it's natural for us to react this way. 3) You claimed you were sick. Okay fine, we understand but takkan everyday. If it really is, then Im sorry. And what's up with buying MCs? If you weren't sick, i said IF in case you didnt notice, you shldnt hv skipped school and created a mess for yourself. You wna skip sch i don't care but attend the trng. 4)Are you willing to sacrifice the friendship, let me ask you first? Well Im not but if you continue this way, then there's nothing i can do. If you do not want segregation, you shld hv sat with us in the canteen, agree? And not just roam around yourselves. That's the word THINK. I really hope you won't backout cos it'd be selfish of you and again, our last comp so lets put our hearts and souls into it yeah? and as far as possible, try not to bring in personal stuffs in NP. I'll try to do so too. But if you still refuse and insist on backing out, there's nothing i can do. Plus find the two replacements yourselves which is of the same height as you. I hope you'd reconsider. Again, I apologize. 5)To J, you should also have seen how difficult it was for us to accept you going to do you hair when we were supposed to hv training, seeing your empty slot all the way and trying to put everything together. Thanks for the thoughts of what I liked cos i too, thought of you guys. Im not kidding or what. Babe, i guess i understd how u feel and u shld do ur part too, understanding how we feel here. Why the sudden lost of interest? If it's due to me, I'm sorry ok. I hope we can put this aside and make a fresh start. And J, "im sorry for saying thgs i dunt know. and i dunt wna lose a friend," Mimi. And to F, if you're really sick, get well soon. Cheers, btw tomorrow, 12.30 to 2pm. And we've completed fancy alrdy. I hope i see your faces there tmr at least your normal selves without the angry look. I'll try my best too ok. 18:17
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